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I'm terrible at communicating. Nearly all the time, I think "I want to say something" or "That person seems cool" and I don't reach out. It's not because I'm nervous - I'm a little concerned about getting close to people because two people were keeping secrets and one of them caught feelings for me and wasn't cool about it. Really the issue comes from four factors. My life is a disaster - which is my fault; emotional object permanence - if I don't see a person I don't think about them - if I don't think about a person, I don't say anything; I don't know how to make friends and I'm weird; writing takes so much of my time. This will take you a couple minutes to read? It took me 20 minutes to write it! Slow writing is why my content turnaround is slow. I need help that I don't know how to ask for and I don't know how to implement. Please know that if I fav something of yours, there's something I like about it. If I follow you, I think you consistently make something I'll enjoy. I

To date, I have six stories here. Three are things I want to write. Fetishes and presentations thereupon that I wish I would see more of. One was a Mayternity story that I'm really proud of. One was a repost from someone who deleted their account. I'm not in the habit of doing that, but I consider the deletion of an account "abandonment" of the story. I'm not taking credit (if you look at the description of the story, I give the credit there). And what I posted today is a commission. This wasn't what I had in mind as my first commission, but you have to start somewhere. New Designs is my primary story universe. I really like @crudeatoms' Change Storm universe, the rich character depth of @Auctus177, and the not-explicitly-stated (last I checked, which was awhile ago) "change is normal" status of @zdemian. These are people that inspired me. ND is primarily my entry (or the 'hat' that I pretend I can don) to allow myself to live in my freaky fetish life that I'm simply not